Sweet Dreams

Oh Wifey,
I love you lots. But I'm not sure if it's LOVE.
I think I'm sure I'm not just quite in love with you yet. I am just in love with being around you. I'm rather content with that for now. I think my I'm keeping my guard up until school starts for you cause I'm not even sure what's going to happen when it does start.
Is this all gonna stop? I don't know what goes on in that crazy cute head of yours. It is possible you'll be like all the other guys I try to be with and say you're not "ready" for a "real relationship" or some crap. I hope/don't think that will happen. 
I can never be to sure of how you actually feel about me. I'm too afraid to ask cause I'm worried about the answer. But by the way you just look at me and then just smirk ever so slightly makes my heart flutter.
Or when you surprise me with random kisses.
Or just laying next to you in bed and you just caress my face and stare into my eyes. It's simply amazing.


Oh Wifey,
I like how we don't get sick of each other at all. We don't ever like being apart. Those two days we had apart sucked soo bad for the both of us. We would try to fill the void by playing Runescape until 3 in the morning.
It's kinda a lame game, but you make it fun and I don't even mind unless I have some kind of communication with you. And you always seem so sad when I make you go to bed. The only reason I make you go to bed is so that we can hurry and wake up so we can see each other again. We've been together everyday for a while now. I've lost count but I don't care cause you're here in my bed right now and that's all that matters.
You know what I love though? Our Bff-Wifi. I love that we always think of the same things and we even say things at the same time. It happens way more than it should, but I don't mind. Except when we did it in front of your ex. I think you felt awkward about that. I just feel awkward being around her period.
Blah enough about her. I try and not bring her up at all when we're together.


Oh Wifey,
I just love being around you and don't like imaging anything without you. I actually wrote you a love letter and actually gave it to you. It was two pages about how long I've wanted to be with you and that you make me happy. When you read it, you just came to the kitchen and hugged me and just kissed me. I also read you my old journal entries about how bad I wanted to sex you haha. You thought it was cute. I think you're cute.
Cute doesn't really describe you. Attractive is the word I use for you. When I use the word attractive, I mean the person is attracting me with their looks and that I would do some things with them if you catch my drift.
And you sir, are VERY attractive to me. Sometimes I'll just stop and look at you and just admire your "beauty" and wonder how I got so lucky. I'm just beyond happy that you are finally mine.


So Wifey,
As I sit here next to sleeping you, glancing over at you every few mins, I just am so happy that I get to wake up to you every morning. And I always think if you feel that same.
I mean you have to by the way you caress my face in the morning and give me a morning kiss, morning breath and all. 
So I shall end this entry so I can cuddle up next to you and fall into a deep sleep next to the one I heart.
Sweet Dreams♥