I can't believe it.
I've made it with you, with ANYONE a whole year and some.
It's been crazy rocky but I'm glad we both stuck to our guns and pushed through.
I consider our one year on July 3rd since that's the day you finally realized you had feelings for me.
Our relationship has gotten pretty sad recently but today we pushed through it like we always do.
Cause I feel our love can over come anything.
I got high hopes and plans for us in the future baby.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Friday, November 26, 2010
It Kinda Makes Me Very Happy
You're at your dad's again. But I'm taking it better this time.
Maybe it's cause the whole time you were gone I made sure I wasn't alone the whole time.
I was at Ivan's house.
I missed you terribly. And I still will until you're back here in my arms.
You love me. I know you love me a lot. I can tell by the way you look at me and by the way you touch me or hug me. I'll be in the kitchen doing something, and you will just come up behind me and just hug me. I love it when you do that. Or when I'm doing something silly and you just look at me with this cute smile and I ask, "what?" and you just say ," nothing, you're just cute." No you, baby.
But what made me smile the most was you're text tonight.
Just us talking about how much we miss each other and this is how it went:
You: "I miss you"
Me: "I miss you too, like a lot :l"
You: "Lol :)"
Me: "Why you laugh at me?! D:"
You: "Because I started thinking about you and was happy."
Yeup that pretty much topped off a good night. You make me very happy and just know what to say to make me smile. I can't wait for you to move in.
The truth is, If I could be with anyone, I would still be with you.
IHeartYou.
Maybe it's cause the whole time you were gone I made sure I wasn't alone the whole time.
I was at Ivan's house.
I missed you terribly. And I still will until you're back here in my arms.
You love me. I know you love me a lot. I can tell by the way you look at me and by the way you touch me or hug me. I'll be in the kitchen doing something, and you will just come up behind me and just hug me. I love it when you do that. Or when I'm doing something silly and you just look at me with this cute smile and I ask, "what?" and you just say ," nothing, you're just cute." No you, baby.
But what made me smile the most was you're text tonight.
Just us talking about how much we miss each other and this is how it went:
You: "I miss you"
Me: "I miss you too, like a lot :l"
You: "Lol :)"
Me: "Why you laugh at me?! D:"
You: "Because I started thinking about you and was happy."
Yeup that pretty much topped off a good night. You make me very happy and just know what to say to make me smile. I can't wait for you to move in.
The truth is, If I could be with anyone, I would still be with you.
IHeartYou.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
I Sat Here.
I sat here, in this very spot.
All, damn, day. Waiting for you to come.
It's not your fault you're not here, but that doesn't stop me from bawling my eyes out.
I really wanted to see you today. I was really hoping to since you've been gone at your dad's since Friday. it's been awhile since I haven't seen you for more than a day.
This sucks really bad.
I seriously sat here waiting, I could have gone out and did something, like go to the movies.
But no.
I sat right here, in his very spot, waiting for you to come.
That's pretty pathetic.
All, damn, day. Waiting for you to come.
It's not your fault you're not here, but that doesn't stop me from bawling my eyes out.
I really wanted to see you today. I was really hoping to since you've been gone at your dad's since Friday. it's been awhile since I haven't seen you for more than a day.
This sucks really bad.
I seriously sat here waiting, I could have gone out and did something, like go to the movies.
But no.
I sat right here, in his very spot, waiting for you to come.
That's pretty pathetic.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Happy 2/5 Month
And I didn't even get to see you today.
But it's alright, you had Dance practice x)
We've been intimate and basically together for 5 months
It's been official for 2.
I like the sound of 5 months better.
So happy 5 months baby.
Sorry you don't like celebrating anniversaries. I'll just enjoy this one myself :p
This is the longest relationship I've ever been in. And I'm so glad that it's with you. I would have never thought that in a million years, like when I first met you, that you were the one that I was going to be with longer than anyone. There is a lot that I would have never thought would happen with you that did.
Like having amazing sex. I've always thought that I just wasn't a sexual person and could go the rest of my life without sex. But I've always been sexually attracted to you, so that pretty much helped.
5 months down the road, and we have no problems. We've never really had any major problems.
Except a long while back when we didn't talk for a week. But we got over it.
I can't even really see us fighting over anything. We're too much alike.
And I love it.
I actually let you read this blog. I let you read it all. I was nervous to do so, cause i didn't want you to think I was a creeper or obsessed with you or anything. I just have a lot of feelings that I like to vent out. But you read it. And I think you liked it. And you don't think of me any differently.
That was me letting my walls downs finally, and I don't think you will give me a reason to build them back up.
I cannot wait until you move in with me. 3 more months and you will be mine, sweet, mine. You seemed happy about it too. It's going to be amazing. We don't have to worry about your dumb mom anymore.
Then the next step is saving enough money to move out of my mom's house. Or saving up enough money to travel for a year. That's our plan after we graduate. Just running off for a year just us and the world.
I really do want to spend the rest of my life with you.
I'm ready for this Rollercoster ride called life
And would very much like you by my side.
But it's alright, you had Dance practice x)
We've been intimate and basically together for 5 months
It's been official for 2.
I like the sound of 5 months better.
So happy 5 months baby.
Sorry you don't like celebrating anniversaries. I'll just enjoy this one myself :p
This is the longest relationship I've ever been in. And I'm so glad that it's with you. I would have never thought that in a million years, like when I first met you, that you were the one that I was going to be with longer than anyone. There is a lot that I would have never thought would happen with you that did.
Like having amazing sex. I've always thought that I just wasn't a sexual person and could go the rest of my life without sex. But I've always been sexually attracted to you, so that pretty much helped.
5 months down the road, and we have no problems. We've never really had any major problems.
Except a long while back when we didn't talk for a week. But we got over it.
I can't even really see us fighting over anything. We're too much alike.
And I love it.
I actually let you read this blog. I let you read it all. I was nervous to do so, cause i didn't want you to think I was a creeper or obsessed with you or anything. I just have a lot of feelings that I like to vent out. But you read it. And I think you liked it. And you don't think of me any differently.
That was me letting my walls downs finally, and I don't think you will give me a reason to build them back up.
I cannot wait until you move in with me. 3 more months and you will be mine, sweet, mine. You seemed happy about it too. It's going to be amazing. We don't have to worry about your dumb mom anymore.
Then the next step is saving enough money to move out of my mom's house. Or saving up enough money to travel for a year. That's our plan after we graduate. Just running off for a year just us and the world.
I really do want to spend the rest of my life with you.
I'm ready for this Rollercoster ride called life
And would very much like you by my side.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Rollin Confessions
When people roll, they tend to have verbal diarrhea
and just say everything and anything that comes to their mind.
We rolled on Friday.
And it was waay better when I rolled with Cody.
It was our first time rolling together outside of a rave and you weren't burnt at all. And the things you confessed to me, made me smile so big.
You told me that you're happy that I'm your girlfriend
You told me that you really want to marry me.
You told me that we're good together cause we are two super awesome and amazing people.
You told me that you love me.
We talked about how happy we are with each other. You like how long I've liked you and it makes me smile that you like it. I'm glad that you're glad that I'm your girlfriend. And I think that rolling makes us closer cause of the confessing. We cuddled a lot more that night and last night. I love it.
I also loved it when you were holding me ever so tightly and you said,
"I just wanna lay like this forever."
Then we continued to sing "Stand with you on a mountain" By Savage Garden
I really cannot wait until you turn 18. Then you can finally live with me. Fuck living with your dad. You're welcome right here in my bed.
Baby, You're amazing.
Even with all the crazy shit you do and the shit you make me do
I still love you and couldn't love you any less<3
and just say everything and anything that comes to their mind.
We rolled on Friday.
And it was waay better when I rolled with Cody.
It was our first time rolling together outside of a rave and you weren't burnt at all. And the things you confessed to me, made me smile so big.
You told me that you're happy that I'm your girlfriend
You told me that you really want to marry me.
You told me that we're good together cause we are two super awesome and amazing people.
You told me that you love me.
We talked about how happy we are with each other. You like how long I've liked you and it makes me smile that you like it. I'm glad that you're glad that I'm your girlfriend. And I think that rolling makes us closer cause of the confessing. We cuddled a lot more that night and last night. I love it.
I also loved it when you were holding me ever so tightly and you said,
"I just wanna lay like this forever."
Then we continued to sing "Stand with you on a mountain" By Savage Garden
I really cannot wait until you turn 18. Then you can finally live with me. Fuck living with your dad. You're welcome right here in my bed.
Baby, You're amazing.
Even with all the crazy shit you do and the shit you make me do
I still love you and couldn't love you any less<3
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Our Future Together
It needs to be a little more planned out.
You told me the other day that you wanna marry me and have kids with me. That made me soo happy to hear you say that. We just gotta figure out how were gonna make this work. You wanna move up to Temecula with your dad. You just wanna live there cause he has a really nice house. You want me to go with you but I'm no sure your dad wants to pay for me to live there also, so I guess I'm hopefully gonna get an apartment up there. Kinda bugs me that you would rather live with your dad than your future wife.
You finally got to spend the night last weekend. And my mum worked Saturday night so we had the night to ourself. Didn't turn out as great as I thought, but I did get my nana. It was some intense nana too but one night I would perfer if we actually "make love". We have yet to do that, just some great fucking. But I think it'd be great just to make some sweet sweet love to you. The times you are in the mood to do it, we aren't able to.
But you know, as soon as we turn 18 and we get our hotel room for a few days. It's gonna be amazing.
I just can't wait to have children with you. I just need to get a stable job and a stable place to live and then we can start a family together, that is if you're not living with your dad.
We have 4-8 months to figure out what were gonna do in the future,
Whatever it is, I hope it's together.
You told me the other day that you wanna marry me and have kids with me. That made me soo happy to hear you say that. We just gotta figure out how were gonna make this work. You wanna move up to Temecula with your dad. You just wanna live there cause he has a really nice house. You want me to go with you but I'm no sure your dad wants to pay for me to live there also, so I guess I'm hopefully gonna get an apartment up there. Kinda bugs me that you would rather live with your dad than your future wife.
You finally got to spend the night last weekend. And my mum worked Saturday night so we had the night to ourself. Didn't turn out as great as I thought, but I did get my nana. It was some intense nana too but one night I would perfer if we actually "make love". We have yet to do that, just some great fucking. But I think it'd be great just to make some sweet sweet love to you. The times you are in the mood to do it, we aren't able to.
But you know, as soon as we turn 18 and we get our hotel room for a few days. It's gonna be amazing.
I just can't wait to have children with you. I just need to get a stable job and a stable place to live and then we can start a family together, that is if you're not living with your dad.
We have 4-8 months to figure out what were gonna do in the future,
Whatever it is, I hope it's together.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Oh Baby You
Finally you made it to my bed today. Today started out crappy, but ended cause my mum kidnapped you.
You said you missed sleeping with me in my bed, I've missed you too. I just wish you could have stayed the night. For multiple reasons. One cause I wanna wake up in your arms. And two cause
We both have some sexual frustration built up. If only my mum wans't home, I would have jumped your bone right then and there. It turns me on how turned on you get. Ohmygawd how it turns me on. I really wish we had our own place, or had a house to our self for a night.
You are amazing, you know that. And I love you.
I
I love
I love you.
You said you missed sleeping with me in my bed, I've missed you too. I just wish you could have stayed the night. For multiple reasons. One cause I wanna wake up in your arms. And two cause
We both have some sexual frustration built up. If only my mum wans't home, I would have jumped your bone right then and there. It turns me on how turned on you get. Ohmygawd how it turns me on. I really wish we had our own place, or had a house to our self for a night.
You are amazing, you know that. And I love you.
I
I love
I love you.
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