Misty Eye Good-Byes

I hate having to say good bye to you Wifey.
It really sucks.
Even before I even leave you, just the thought of leaving you
makes me miss you right then and there.

We don't even do anything all day.
Not a single thing except lay there and smoke. But I don't even care cause as long as I'm there with you while you have your arm around me holding me tight and kissing me, makes up for it.

I hate it.
I hate sleeping without you. My bed feels so empty and it's so quiet.
Just like my heart without you here.

When you're here, I'd just lay my head on your chest and slide my nails across your body
and just listen to you breathe and your heart race.

Saying Good-bye to you is more difficult then I have with anyone.
I actually have to fight back the tears, which is crazy cause I'm gonna see you tomorrow,
So why so sad?

Even with C. I never actually CRIED when I left him.
Maybe it's cause I have a waay different connection with you then I've had with anyone else.
A more closer, sexual, lovable level. And I love it.

I miss you Wifey already...
It sucks for now.
But soon I'll be back in your arms with your lips on mine.

I think I'm falling harder for you.