These past two weeks and three days have made me the happiest.
I've spent all those days
and hours
and seconds with you D, my "Wifey" <3
It's just soo surreal to me.
All the kisses and touches and stares and love making
I feel like I'm in a dream and I'll have to wake up
at any moment.
I really hope I don't any time soon.
We've gotten soo much closer, beyond the amazing friendship we've had in the past
You we're one of my bestest friends. But it's funny cause I've liked you every since I first saw you
and talked to you that wonderful night on Stickam. But you were so hung up on your ex
I just admired you from afar in my heart, but still became the best of friends with you.
Small crush and all.
I remember back in the day, when you were with your ex and I was in love with someone else (although i still liked you) and we would call each other late at night, crying. Either you or me. Calling and crying about the people we were in love with but we found comfort in each other's voice and calmed each other down until the other passed out. I miss those days.
But those days don't even matter anymore, cause now, your mine and I am yours. And it's amazing cause YOU are the one that I've always been after. I've always had hope and never lost it. I mean I would forget about it, but it was always there because I would see you everyday and that very attractive face of yours.
I remember I was always jealous of your ex. I still kinda am and feel so awkward when we hang out with her.
I just sit there and think and wonder if you will ever love me as much as you loved her. I will always wonder that. No matter how long down the road. I try and not do anything or find anything that will remind you of her or bring her up. I just feel awkward when you talk about her. But just so you know, I won't hurt you like she did.
I'm just soo happy that I finally have you. See good things do come to those who wait. And I've waited for you for a long time. And I'm counting down the seconds until I get to kiss you again.
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