I miss you. I just saw you today, but I just miss being with you everyday. I miss waking up everyday and seeing your face. Or waking up to you putting your arm around me. It just sucks your Mom all of a sudden dislikes me. I'm not aloud to spend the night, I'm not even aloud over. Which also sucks cause that's the only place we can..ehem..do the nana. Which I kinda miss also. Which is weird cause I used to never really like or care about sex until we did it. It's cause I finally did it with someone I have a connection with. And I've always found you sexual attractive. So that kinda helped also. It helped a lot. Oh baby, you're amazing ;)
Man, I'm really feeling icky right now. It's only cause you aren't replying to my text and everything is extra sensitive cause Aunt Flow & Uncle Tom are coming to visit. Which also sucks, cause we haven't been able to do the nana and now we really can't. But anywayz, I do feel really icky either way. I just wish you were here to hold my face and look into my eyes and do that cute smirk of yours. Ugh, Can you just teleport here for the night then teleport back to your house in the morning? I really need you here with me tonight.
I hate how emotional I get when I get near...the time of the month.
I just feel so alone right now. It sucks. I can't even go to sleep contently without you saying you love me and goodnight. It makes it difficult to sleep at night. It helps me make sure you're alright and that you know that I'm alright. But you're not replying, so something could be wrong, and I always think the worse. And now that I actually thinking about it I worried. Last I heard you were buying weed from a friend. and that was it. That was about two hours ago. I'm tearing up just thinking about if anything happened to you. I don't know what I'd do with myself. I need to stop thinking about it. It's not making anything any better. What I should think about is us and us going old together, with grand children.
I love you very dearly, and really wish you were here with me
Because I really need you with me tonight.
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