First Day Of School

It's your first day of your last year at school.
I'm excited for you and sad that I'm not there to enjoy it with you. I feel a made a mistake going to a different school. If I would have known that US would be happening, I wouldn't have done it. I wish I could go back just so I can be with you every day. But what I'm really scared about is what will happen during the year.
I don't want you to change your mind about us.

That's what I'm most worried about. Cause I feel this is gonna be one of those "you don't know what you have until it's gone" things. I mean I know what I have with you, and it's amazing. But at the same time, your just there so I don't think much of it? But I know if you "break up" with me, I will completely break down. I've been soo happy that I finally got what I wanted after all this time and I'm not ready for it to end. I just hope this isn't just a "Summer Fling".

I wanna make it my goal to graduate with you and the rest of my class. When I actually think about it, I really do miss the High School experience. I wanna go to Winter Formal, I wanna get flowers delivered\ to my class for Valentine's Day, and I especially wanna go to Prom.

It's only the first day of school and I'm already bugging.
You know what I'm going to do, I'm gonna step up my game at this school so I can go back to Grossmont with you. It would be amazing to go to prom with you and to walk around with a blue cap in gown.
I don't care, I'm going back.