I Miss You

I just miss you being here with me.
Cause when your here with me, I don't feel sad because you're here holding me and staring me in my eyes making me feel beautiful. And I love that feeling. Just you staring at me, not saying anything, and slightly smiling at me makes me feel content.
I'm resisting the urge to cry right now. Mainly cause my nose is stuffy and I don't want to make it worse. I just wish you kept your phone attached to your hip and didn't fall asleep so early. All I really need is a simple "Good-night<3" from you and I can go to sleep comfortably. But without that, it takes awhile for me to finally force my self to go to sleep, even if I am tired. I did a lot of walking today and I just want to pass out, but instead I'm up at 12:12am typing in this blog listening to music wishing you were here with me. I'm glad I got to spend the night at your house last night, but I didn't get to cuddle with you cause you passed out on the couch and I was on the floor. But you did get up in the middle of the night and come on the ground with me and laid next to me. Just next to me, a little farther than I hope though. I would have cuddled up to you, but you get hot easily and didn't want you start sweating everywhere with my warm body next to yours. I understand that your sick.
I wish your mum wasn't such dicks and kick me out at 7 in the morning. And I wish you cared more to just do what she wants without arguing. You should just do whatever she wants just so she'll let you do what you want. I'm just sad and upset and lonely and I think your like the only person who can cure this loneliness.
But you're so far away. And it sucks.
I just wish you cared a little bit more.